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It's Gonna Be Alright

“It’s Gonna Be Alright” was written for the beginning. That moment when a diagnosis is new, the questions are endless, and it can feel like the future you pictured suddenly disappeared. There is so much information coming at you at once, but sometimes the thing you need most is simply for someone who has been there to tell you that you are going to be okay. 

 

The song does not promise that everything will be easy. There will be hard days, uncertainty, appointments, and moments when fear gets louder than hope. But little by little, the things that once felt overwhelming begin to become part of everyday life. The milestones feel bigger, the small victories mean more, and you discover a strength you probably did not know you had.

 

Most importantly, you discover that you are not walking this road alone. There is an entire community of families who understand the fear, the questions, and eventually, the incredible amount of joy that can exist on the other side of those first uncertain days.

 

If this song could reach a family in that first quiet room and leave them with only one message, it would be this: It’s gonna be alright.

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The room got quiet, the words hit hard

Like the future broke apart

You tried to listen, tried to breathe

But fear was louder than belief

And you walked out holding questions tight

Into a brand new kind of night

 

But it’s gonna be alright

Not because it’s easy

But because you’re not alone tonight

Love is already moving

Step by step, day by day

You’re gonna find your way

And one day you’ll look back and see

You made it through

Yeah, it’s gonna be alright

 

You’ll learn the language of little wins

Firsts that feel like oxygen

You’ll find a strength you didn’t know

A heart that grows where it hurts the most

And the road won’t always feel so steep

When hope is something you can keep

 

But it’s gonna be alright

Not because it’s easy

But because you’re not alone tonight

Love is already moving

Step by step, day by day

You’re gonna find your way

And one day you’ll look back and see

You made it through

Yeah, it’s gonna be alright

 

Let the tears come, let them fall

It doesn’t mean you’re weak at all

It means you love, it means you care

And you were never meant to carry this scared

So hold on help is near

There’s more ahead than what you fear

 

Yeah, it’s gonna be alright

Not because it’s easy

But because you’re not alone tonight

Love is already moving

Step by step, day by day

You’re gonna find your way

And one day you’ll look back and see

You made it through

Yeah, it’s gonna be alright

Didn't Say It Out Loud

There were fears I had after we learned Maddi had Down syndrome that were difficult to admit, even to the people closest to me. I wasn’t afraid of loving her. I already loved her. I was afraid of the world she was going to grow up in and whether I would know how to prepare her for it.

 

Before she was even born, my mind started creating a future for her. I pictured the playgrounds, friendships, challenges, and moments when she might be left on the outside. Without realizing it, I was letting fear write a story that hadn’t happened yet.

 

Then Maddi arrived, and my perspective started to change. The more I watched her become herself, the more I realized that some of the limitations I had imagined for her were really limitations in the way I had imagined her future.

They kept their voices level

Measuring each word they’d say

Tracing faint lines on the monitor

Like fate was drawn in gray

I squeezed your mother’s hand

Told her we’d be fine

Like fear was something I could hide

Deep in the back of my mind

Lying awake in the dark

Thoughts I couldn’t mute

I wasn’t scared of loving you

I was afraid I wouldn’t know what to do

 

I started drawing pictures

Of what your days might be

Erasing parts I couldn’t place

From what I thought I’d see

Playgrounds at the edges

You standing just outside the wall

Laughing like it didn’t matter

While I was watching it all

 

I didn’t say it out loud

But I was terrified

Not of who you were

But the world on the other side

I didn’t say it out loud

I just carried it alone

Till I saw you fight for breath

Like you were never alone

You weren’t the one outside

I was the one looking out

 

You came in small and furious

Like breath was hard to move

A spark against the sterile room

That split my doubt in two

They watched the numbers flicker

I watched your steady chest

And somewhere in that fragile frame

My worst gave way to rest

 

I didn’t say it out loud

But I see it clearly here

The walls I thought were built for you

Were lines I drew out of fear

You weren’t standing on the outside

You were right where you should be

I was the one still learning

The walls were inside of me

 

I didn’t say it out loud

But I know it now

You were never standing alone

I was just learning how

Room Went Still

“Room Went Still” goes back to the day we learned there was a strong possibility Maddi had Down syndrome. I remember the doctors talking about possibilities, choices, and a future none of us could predict. A few words had suddenly changed the life we had been imagining, and there were decisions being discussed that felt much bigger than anything we were prepared for. But even in all that uncertainty, one thing was never in question. She was our daughter.

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When the day finally came to meet her, she arrived fighting. I watched this tiny little girl take on her first moments of life with more strength than I knew was possible. So much of the fear I had carried before she was born suddenly felt smaller. She wasn't a diagnosis or a list of possibilities anymore. She was here, and she was ours.

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Then came the drive home. Like any new dad leaving the hospital with a newborn, I was already wondering whether I knew what I was doing. But now those normal fears were mixed with questions about Down syndrome and a future I couldn't predict. My mind went years ahead, imagining challenges and filling in things we couldn't possibly know yet. Eventually, I had to stop trying to figure out her whole story before it had even begun. Whatever came next, we would discover it with her and figure it out together.

The room went still, like the air ran out

White coats talking, but I heard the doubt

Words like “maybe” and “we don’t yet know”

Felt like standing in a heavy snow

I watched your mama try to hold her tears

While I held mine behind my fears

And I prayed for a sign, for a breath, for a way

Something stronger than the things they say

 

But you came in fighting, you came in bright

Like a sunrise cutting through the night

And I realized love doesn’t wait for proof

It just shows up, it tells the truth

Yeah, the room went still, but my heart got loud

‘Cause you were never a question, you were ours

 

The drive home felt like a different world

Hands on the wheel, knuckles white, heart curled

Every thought like a storm in my head

Every “what if” pulling at the thread

But then you kicked like you knew my name

Like you were already lighting the flame

And I started to see through the weight and the fear

You weren’t a “what if”, you were the miracle here

 

Yeah, you came in fighting, you came in bright

Like a sunrise cutting through the night

And I realized love doesn’t wait for proof

It just shows up, it tells the truth

Yeah, the room went still, but my heart got loud

‘Cause you were never a question — you were ours

 

So let the world take time to understand you

Let them measure things they don’t see through

We’ll celebrate every step you take

Every mountain you decide to break

And when the doubt comes back around

We’ll turn it into solid ground

 

Yeah, you came in fighting, you came in bright

Like a sunrise cutting through the night

And I realized love doesn’t wait for proof

It just shows up, it tells the truth

Yeah, the room went still, but my heart got loud

‘Cause you were never a question — you were ours

 

The room went still

But love showed up.

Glitch

“Glitch” was inspired by a post from an influencer couple describing Down syndrome as a glitch in the DNA code. What stayed with me wasn’t just the phrase itself, but the perspective behind it. The idea that an extra chromosome somehow represented an error, rather than simply a different way a person was created.

 

After a diagnosis, families can be surrounded by information about medical concerns, developmental delays, and everything that might be difficult. In one recent study, more than half of parents described receiving a Down syndrome diagnosis as a negative experience, compared with less than a third who described it as positive. Other research has found that the information provided can be overwhelmingly medical in focus. Some of that information is necessary, but when the difficult parts become most of the picture, they can shape how you see a life before that life has even had the chance to unfold.

 

My faith tells me that every life has purpose and that we are each created intentionally. Maddi was not an error in the code or a mistake that somehow slipped through. She was created exactly as God intended, and I believe we were chosen to be her parents just as intentionally.

The results were unexpected

The answers weren't black and white

Spoke in words that stole the breath

Pushing hope out of sight

One extra chromosome

That's all they seem to see

Searching hard for something broken

While Heaven saw a masterpiece

 

What if every life has purpose

Every heartbeat heaven-sent

What the world keeps calling different

Was exactly what He meant

 

They called it a glitch

A break inside the code

A future filled with limits

Before the story's told

But He doesn't write mistakes

He makes us each unique

The glitch was never in creation

It was in the way we see

It was in the way we see

 

We counted every milestone

Wondering when you'd find your pace

Then you smiled without a warning

And hope took fear's place

They never wrote about the hugs

The light behind your eyes

They knew the extra chromosome

But never knew your life

 

What if every life has purpose

Every heartbeat heaven-sent

What the world keeps calling different

Was exactly what He meant

 

They called it a glitch

A break inside the code

A future filled with limits

Before the story's told

But He doesn't write mistakes

He makes us each unique

The glitch was never in creation

It was in the way we see

It was in the way we see

 

They said the road would narrow

That dreams would fade away

But you've been teaching all of us

What love looks like each day

You never changed the story

You changed the way we read

You showed us what love looks like

Beyond what eyes can see

 

They called it a glitch

A break inside the code

A future filled with limits

Before the story's told

But He doesn't write mistakes

He makes us each unique

The glitch was never in creation

It was in the way we see

It was in the way we see

Why Me

I bowed my head beside the bed

With questions on my tongue

A thousand thoughts I couldn’t speak

A thousand fears unsung

The doctor’s words were still so loud

Echoing in me

And somewhere in that quiet prayer

I asked You desperately

 

Lord I’ve never walked this road

I don’t know who to be

 

Why me

Why this call

Why this child above them all

Why these hands

Why this place

Why this life for me to raise

Why this heart

Why this plea

Why this weight You gave to me

I didn’t understand Your plan

When I fell down on my knees

And asked You

Why me

 

Then the answer came so gently

In a way I didn’t see

You said, “She needed someone

Who would fight for her like me

Someone who would guide her

Through a world that’s hard to see

Someone who would show her

All the love she’s meant to be.”

 

And slowly through the quiet

Your mercy carried me

 

Why me

Why this call

Why this child above them all

Why these hands

Why this place

Why this life for me to raise

Why this heart

Why this plea

Why this weight You gave to me

I didn’t understand Your plan

When I fell down on my knees

And asked You

Why me

 

One day I’ll watch her walking

Into a world that doesn’t see

All the strength You placed inside her

And the grace You gave to me

I’ll be there when she needs me

Through every joy and fear

And every step she takes in life

I’ll remind her why she’s here

 

Now I know

Why this road

Why this story I now hold

Why this child

Why this grace

Why You placed us in this place

To guide her steps

To help her see

The strength You planted inside me

I once cried out in disbelief

But now I thank You

For choosing me

“Why Me” came from one of the most honest questions I wrestled with after Maddi’s diagnosis. I remember asking God why this was the road He had chosen for us. Why her? Why us? Why was I being trusted with something I didn’t know if I was prepared for? I loved my daughter completely, but I was becoming a father for the first time and suddenly wondering whether I would be enough for the little girl who was going to need me.

 

Over time, the meaning of that question began to change. Instead of asking why this had happened to us, I started wondering why Maddi had been entrusted to us. Maybe God wasn’t asking whether I felt ready. Maybe He already knew the father she would need and was trusting me to become him. Someone who would fight for her, guide her, believe in her, and remind her of everything God placed inside her when the world failed to see it. 

 

I still don’t understand every part of God’s plan, and maybe I never will. But when I look at Maddi today, “Why me?” means something completely different. Now when I ask “Why me?” I’m asking how I ever got so blessed.

Extra Love

“Extra Love” takes something usually explained clinically and looks at it through a different lens. Down syndrome comes with an extra chromosome, but anyone lucky enough to know someone with Down syndrome may recognize some of the other things that seem to come with a little extra too. The smiles, the hugs, the joy, the patience, and a way of loving people without first deciding whether they’ve earned it.

 

There is something beautiful about a heart that doesn’t spend as much time noticing the things that separate us. A stranger can become a friend with a wave. A small moment can become something worth celebrating. In a world that can make kindness far more complicated than it needs to be, there is something powerful about simply choosing to love people as they are.

 

Maybe having something extra was never something that needed an explanation. Maybe this world could use a little more of it.

They said you came with something extra

Like it was a thing to explain

Words on a chart in a quiet room

Like love could be measured that way

But I’ve been watching every moment

The way you light up every door

And if that’s what “extra” looks like

Then maybe we all need more

 

You see the good in every stranger

Like everyone’s your friend

While the rest of us build fences

You just let the sunshine in

 

They were counting what was different

I was counting every gift

 

Extra smiles

Extra grace

Extra sunshine on your face

Extra patience in your heart

Extra light when days are dark

Extra hugs

Extra hope

If an extra chromosome is true

Then the world got extra love

Extra love through you

 

You laugh a little louder

You hold on a little tight

You find the good in broken days

And turn them into light

And the rest of us keep learning

From the way you choose to be

Showing hearts that lost their way

What love is meant to be

 

They were counting what was different

I was counting every gift

 

Extra smiles

Extra grace

Extra sunshine on your face

Extra patience in your heart

Extra light when days are dark

Extra hugs

Extra hope

If an extra chromosome is true

Then the world got extra love

Extra love through you

 

Maybe heaven saw this world

Needed something more

A little more compassion

Than it had before

So it sent a little kindness

Wrapped in human skin

A heart that keeps reminding us

What love has always been

 

Extra smiles

Extra grace

Extra sunshine on your face

Extra patience in your heart

Extra light when days are dark

Extra hugs

Extra hope

If an extra chromosome is true

Then the world got extra love

Extra love through you

Lucky Few

Within the Down syndrome community, “The Lucky Few” has become a way for families to describe the unexpected blessing of being part of a community they may never have imagined joining. What may have begun with uncertainty often becomes something families feel incredibly fortunate to be part of.

 

The four leaf clover captures that beautifully. In a field of ordinary clovers, every once in a while something rare grows. It isn’t less because it is different. Its difference is exactly what makes it special. And when you are fortunate enough to find one, you don’t see what makes it different and wish it were like the others. You realize you were lucky enough to find something rare.

 

“Lucky Few” is about recognizing that same gift in our lives. Sometimes the blessings we never expected become the ones we cannot imagine living without.

You move through life so naturally

Like love is all you know

No second thoughts, no holding back

Just letting kindness show

 

You don’t see the world like us

Or maybe you see more

Something simple we forgot

Something worth fighting for

There’s something in the way you are

That shows me what this is

 

We’re the lucky few

Now I see what they can’t see

You were never different

Just a little more unique

Like a four-leaf clover

In a field of green

You were never less

Just not often seen

And the world may wonder

But I know it’s true

He didn’t just choose you

He chose us too

That’s why we’re the lucky few

 

They say sometimes in a field

You’ll find one not the same

Not better, not less than

Just marked with a different name

A little more uncommon

A little more to see

And that kind of rare beauty

Was given here to me

I don’t see it like they do

I see who you’re meant to be

 

So if the world don’t understand

We’ll stand and let them see

The kind of love that changes hearts

And rewrites what it means

No we won’t be quiet

No we won’t be small

There’s a reason we were given this

And we will give it our all

 

We’re the lucky few

Yeah I see what they can’t see

You were never different

Just a little more unique

Like a four-leaf clover

In a field of green

You were always perfect

Just not often seen

And the world may wonder

But I know it’s true

He didn’t just choose you

He chose us too

That’s why we’re the lucky few

We’re the lucky few

We’re the lucky few

In Your Own Way

“In Your Own Way” is dedicated to the families who know what it is like to wonder what their child is thinking but cannot always hear them say it. While speech delays can be part of Down syndrome, many other conditions and circumstances can affect a person’s ability to communicate verbally, including autism, cerebral palsy, apraxia, and other developmental or neurological differences.

 

For those families, communication can take on an entirely different meaning. You learn to recognize a look, a gesture, a laugh, a touch, or the smallest change in expression. Over time, those moments become their own language, and you begin to realize just how much can be said without a spoken word.

 

This song is a reminder that being nonverbal does not mean having nothing to say. Sometimes we simply have to learn a different way to listen.

Sometimes I catch you staring

Like you've got the whole world there

A thousand thoughts behind your eyes

You're wishing you could share

I wonder what you're dreaming

What makes your heart take flight

If there's a story waiting there

Only you could write

 

If you could tell me what you're thinking

I'd listen all day long

I'd hold every single sentence

Like my favorite song

I'd chase every little question

Every hope you couldn't say

Maybe you've been telling me...

In your own way

 

I know you're happy by your laughter

I see your world through your eyes

I know when something's on your heart

You don't have to tell me why

You show me what compassion is

You teach me every day

Some of life's most beautiful truths

Never needed words to say

 

If you could tell me what you're thinking

I'd listen all day long

I'd hold every single sentence

Like my favorite song

I'd chase every little question

Every hope you couldn't say

Maybe you've been telling me...

In your own way

 

Maybe love was never measured

By the words we're able to say

Maybe hearts have their own language

In a thousand quiet ways

Every smile became a sentence

Every hug a melody

You were always telling me

Everything I'd ever need

 

You don't have to tell me what you're thinking

I can see it in your eyes

In every laugh

In every hug

In every time you cry

You were always speaking

In your own way

You were saying everything

Without a word to say

What Do You See

Some of my favorite moments with Maddi happen when we’re doing absolutely nothing special. We’ll be walking through a store and she’ll wave at a complete stranger. I get to watch their face change as they smile and wave back, and for a few seconds, two people who knew nothing about each other have made each other’s day a little better. She doesn’t discriminate either. Every once in a while, a mannequin gets the same enthusiastic hello.

 

She doesn’t seem to wonder who deserves her kindness or whether someone will return it. She just gives it. And watching her makes me wonder how many of those little moments I’ve walked past without ever noticing them.

I spend so much time thinking about what I need to teach Maddi, but the older she gets, the more I realize how much she is teaching me. That is the question behind this song. What does she see in people and in the world that I’ve somehow forgotten how to see? And if I pay close enough attention, maybe she can teach me how.

Why do you wave to strangers

Before you know their name

How do you find the best in them

Before they do the same

Why do the little things you find

Still make your whole heart move

What do you see inside this world

That I keep rushing through

 

What do you see

That I can't see

When you look at this world

What do you believe

What do you know

That I've forgotten now

What do you see

Can you show me how

 

You never count the things that separate

The way the whole world does

You see the heart before the rest

And somehow that's enough

You give away your kindness

Like it's easy as breathing air

And I wonder if you notice

How rare that is out there

 

What do you see

That I can't see

When you look at this world

What do you believe

What do you know

That I've forgotten now

What do you see

Can you show me how

 

I spent so long beside you

Trying to lead the way

Never knowing all the while

You were changing me each day

I kept asking what you saw

Till the answer came through

Maybe the world needs more hearts

That see the way you do

 

Teach me how you see

The world in front of me

The beauty in the ordinary

The good in everything

Teach me how you see

Maybe then I'll be

A little more like the person

I was always meant to be

You Make Us Better

“You Make Us Better” was the first song I wrote for Maddi, and the first verse comes from the moment we met. We knew there was a strong possibility she had Down syndrome, but we still didn’t know for certain. Then I saw her. In that moment, I knew, and somehow all the fear I had been carrying disappeared just as quickly. None of the questions or uncertainty mattered anymore. She was here, she was my daughter, and a bond formed that changed everything.

 

I thought my job as her father would be to teach her, guide her, and help her find her place in the world. What I didn’t realize was how much she would teach me. She has taught us to slow down, celebrate things we might once have taken for granted, and appreciate progress without comparing it to anyone else’s timeline.

 

There will always be things we want to teach her and ways we hope to prepare her for the world ahead. But somewhere along the way, the roles became a little less clear. We’re helping her grow, but she’s growing us too. She doesn’t need to become more like us. Simply by being who she is, she makes us better.

I remember the moment the room went still

Like the air disappeared against my will

They spoke in whispers, numbers and lines

But all I could see were your eyes in mine

Every fear I carried fell apart

When your heartbeat rewrote my heart

Words fell softly, heavy as stone

You reached for my hand like you already knew home

In that second, I finally knew

You weren’t missing anything, we were just missing you

 

You don’t see the world like everyone else

You feel it deeper, you give it yourself

You teach me patience, you teach me grace

You slow this life down, help me find my pace

You were never broken, never behind

You were made perfect, just in your own time

Every smile you give is a gift of light

You make us better, you make things right

 

I thought I was here to show you the way

But you’ve been leading me since your first day

Through every struggle, every small win

You remind me what really matters again

They’ll try to tell you who you should be

But I see the truth when you look at me

You carry a light they can’t explain

A kind of love that rearranges everything

 

You don’t see the world like everyone else

You feel it deeper, you give it yourself

You teach me patience, you teach me grace

You slow this life down, help me find my pace

You were never broken, never behind

You were made perfect, just in your own time

Every smile you give is a gift of light

You make us better, you make things right

 

If the road gets heavy, if the nights get long

I’ll be right beside you, steady and strong

But I already know, without a doubt

You’re changing this world just by walking through it now

You don’t have to prove a single thing

Your joy alone makes heaven sing

I see the good you bring into view

The world’s more beautiful because of you

 

You don’t see the world like everyone else

You feel it deeper, you give it yourself

You teach me patience, you teach me grace

You slow this life down, help me find my pace

You were never broken, never behind

You were made perfect, just in your own time

Every smile you give is a gift of light

You make us better, you make things right

Hard Life

“Hard Days” was written because I never wanted the Be Kind Collection to pretend this journey is always easy. There are appointments, long days, milestones that take a little longer, moments of comparison, and nights when you wonder whether you’re doing enough. You can be incredibly grateful for the life you have and still admit that some days are hard.

 

There can be pressure to focus only on the positive, especially when so much effort goes into changing outdated perceptions of Down syndrome. But acknowledging the difficult days doesn’t take anything away from the good ones. Families can celebrate every milestone, appreciate every victory, and love this life completely while still having days that are exhausting, frustrating, or uncertain.

 

Maybe that honesty is important too. Our lives don’t have to be perfect for them to be good. The difficult days don’t erase the laughter, the small victories, the ordinary moments, or everything we wouldn’t trade for the world.

Some days are hard. That doesn’t mean life is.

Coffee gets cold, we're running late

Another long drive, another long day

Appointments and work, bills on the table

Doing our best with the time that we're able

Some nights are heavy, some mornings are rough

Some days it feels like we're never enough

Then somewhere between all the worry and wild

You look up at me and you give me that smile

 

Some days are heavy, some nights are long

Some days take everything to carry on

Sometimes we're tired of staying strong

Still, somehow, we keep moving on

And when the hard days make it hard to see right

A hard day isn't always a hard life

 

We watch other kids race down the line

While we're learning how to take our time

We cheer for the inches, we cheer for the small

'Cause we've learned one step can feel ten feet tall

I'd be lying if I never compared

Or wondered why some things don't seem fair

Then you do what you do, in your own little way

And the timelines in my head just fade away

 

Some days are heavy, some nights are long

Some days take everything to carry on

Sometimes we're tired of staying strong

Still, somehow, we keep moving on

And when the hard days make it hard to see right

A hard day isn't always a hard life

 

Sometimes my mind runs years ahead

To questions I can't answer yet

Who'll know your heart, who'll know your name

Who'll stand beside you when things change

I wish I could promise I'll always be near

Be there for every tomorrow and year

So I'll spend all the time that I'm given tonight

Making sure you'll be ready to live your own life

 

Some days are heavy, some nights are long

Some days take everything to carry on

Sometimes we're tired of staying strong

Still, somehow, we keep moving on

And when the hard days make it hard to see right

A hard day isn't always a hard life

Ordinary Days

“Ordinary Days” is for the individuals with Down syndrome and the families who understand just how meaningful an ordinary life can be. Time with friends, dinner with family, a first paycheck, having somewhere to go and people who are happy you are there. Even a day without appointments, therapies, or another challenge to overcome can become something worth appreciating.

 

So many of the things people take for granted can become things another family looks forward to. Friendships, independence, being included, finding your place in a community, and simply having the opportunity to experience the same everyday moments as everyone else. These things may look ordinary from the outside, but sometimes they are the very things a family has hoped and worked toward for years.

 

Maybe ordinary isn’t something we should be so quick to overlook. Sometimes an ordinary day is exactly the kind of day you’ve been praying for.

Some folks dream of changing history

Chasing stars across the sky

But I've learned heaven hides its miracles

In the moments passing by

A front porch full of laughter

Coffee as the morning wakes

Holding hands across the table

Thanking God for ordinary days

 

Give me ordinary days

Filled with ordinary grace

A place where everybody's welcome

And everybody knows your name

A heart that's never left behind

A love that always finds a way

Turns out the greatest gifts in life

Are ordinary days

 

A first paycheck in your pocket

Someone waiting at the door

Friends who save a seat beside you

Who couldn't ask for anything more

Sunday dinners full of stories

Pictures hanging in the hall

One day these will be the moments

We'll miss the most of all

 

Give me ordinary days

Filled with ordinary grace

A place where everybody's welcome

And everybody knows your name

A heart that's never left behind

A love that always finds a way

Turns out the greatest gifts in life

Are ordinary days

 

Maybe what we call ordinary

Is someone else's dream come true

A place where love feels effortless

A world that makes room for you

Sometimes the smallest kindness

Becomes somebody's greatest day

Turns out ordinary days

Can change a life that way

 

Give me ordinary days

Filled with ordinary grace

A place where everybody's welcome

And everybody knows your name

A heart that's never left behind

A love that always finds a way

Turns out the life we've been praying for

Was ordinary

All along

Save Her a Seat

“Save Her a Seat” comes from one of the hardest things for me to think about as Maddi’s dad. I can be there now to protect her, advocate for her, and make sure she knows she belongs. But I know there will come a day when she walks into a room and I won’t be there beside her.

 

When that day comes, I hope someone notices her. I hope she finds friends who genuinely want her there, who pull up a chair without being asked, and who make sure she never has to wonder whether she belongs. Not because they feel sorry for her or because someone told them to include her, but simply because they see Maddi and value having her in their lives.

 

I know I can’t choose every person who will become part of her life. I can’t make sure every door stays open or protect her from ever feeling left out. Eventually, I have to trust other people with a piece of what I’ve spent my life protecting.

 

So if there is one thing I could ask of the people who will someday be there when I can’t be, it’s something incredibly simple. Save her a seat next to you.

She's got her mother's eyes

And a smile that fills a room

Still chasing butterflies

On a summer afternoon

She'll wave across a crowded room

To someone she don't know

And somehow leave with one more friend

Just by saying hello

 

I know I can't walk beside her

Every mile she'll ever see

But there's one thing I hope this world remembers

Long after me

 

Save her a seat

At the table when you're gathering around

Save her a seat

When everybody else sits down

When she's the new face in the room

Or standing somewhere on her own

Be the one who says

"We've been saving this for you"

That's all I ask

When I'm gone

Save her a seat next to you

 

Someday she'll chase her own dreams

Past the edge of this small town

Find her way through open doors

I prayed she'd never have to knock down

She'll have mountains left to climb

Roads I know I cannot see

But she's been proving people wrong

Since the day she first met me

 

And when I'm not there beside her

To calm her worried mind

I hope somebody takes her hand

The way I have a thousand times

 

Save her a seat

At the table when you're gathering around

Save her a seat

When everybody else sits down

When she's the new face in the room

Or standing somewhere on her own

Be the one who says

"We've been saving this for you"

That's all I ask

When I'm gone

Save her a seat next to you

 

One day I'll have to trust this world

More than I ever wanted to

Trust the people who'll become her friends

Who will love her like I do

'Cause someday she'll walk into a room

Without me by her side

And all I'm really asking is

Don't let her wonder why

 

Save her a seat

At the table when you're gathering around

Save her a seat

When everybody else sits down

When she's the new face in the room

Or standing somewhere on her own

Be the one who says

"We've been saving this for you all along"

That's all I ask

When I'm gone

Save her a seat next to you

Raise Our Voices

“Raise Our Voices” is about advocacy, but also about remembering why advocacy is still necessary. People with Down syndrome have come a long way in being included in schools, workplaces, communities, and everyday life, but there are still rooms where they are underestimated, overlooked, or expected to prove that they belong.

 

Real inclusion should never depend on someone changing who they are to fit into the world around them. It means making room now, recognizing their value now, and giving them the same opportunities to build friendships, chase goals, make mistakes, succeed, and simply live their lives.

 

Sometimes that means speaking up when someone else cannot. Sometimes it means challenging assumptions or refusing to accept that “almost included” is good enough. Until every person is given the opportunity to belong exactly as they are, we’ll keep raising our voices.

We’ve seen the stares, we’ve heard the doubt

The quiet rooms that left you out

But you walked in like you belonged

And somehow made the whole world wrong

Not by changing who you are

But by showing us who we are

 

You don’t need fixing, you don’t need more

You were always worth fighting for

You’re not a lesson, you’re not a sign

You’re a life that shines in real time

And if the world won’t make it right

We’ll raise our voices, we’ll raise the light

Yeah, you belong here loud and true

And we’re better because of you

 

Every milestone, every step

Every mountain you’ve climbed yet

You made the strong feel small again

Redefined what “brave” means

Not perfect days, not easy roads

But you never walk alone

 

You don’t need fixing, you don’t need more

You were always worth fighting for

You’re not a lesson, you’re not a sign

You’re a life that shines in real time

And if the world won’t make it right

We’ll raise our voices, we’ll raise the light

Yeah, you belong here loud and true

And we’re better because of you

 

So let them talk, let them assume

We’ll keep making room

Not someday, right now

Not almost, somehow

You’re not behind, you’re not alone

You’re exactly where love grows

 

You don’t need fixing, you don’t need more

You were always worth fighting for

You’re not a lesson, you’re not a sign

You’re a life that shines in real time

And if the world won’t make it right

We’ll raise our voices, we’ll raise the light

Yeah, you belong here loud and true

And we’re better because of you

321 Strong

“321 Strong” takes something meaningful to the Down syndrome community and turns it into a simple message anyone can carry with them. The 3 2 1 represents the three copies of the 21st chromosome, but in this song it becomes something more. Three words, Be Kind Always. Two hands willing to reach out. One heart capable of changing a life.

 

Kindness rarely begins with some enormous gesture. It can be noticing the person sitting alone, pulling up another chair, offering a hand, or being the one person willing to say hello. Those moments may feel small to the person giving them, but they can mean everything to someone who needs to know they belong.

 

You don’t have to change the whole world at once. Sometimes changing one person’s world is enough to start. That’s what it means to be 321 Strong.

One kid sitting by himself

Everybody passing by

One chair pulled up beside him

And it changed his whole night

 

One smile turned a stranger

Into someone who belonged

Funny how the smallest things

Can become something so strong

You don't have to change the whole world

You don't have to have it all

 

Three words

Be kind always

Two hands

Reaching out when somebody falls

One heart

Can change a life

One moment at a time

Three two one strong

Three two one strong

Three two one strong

 

One friend became a family

One family became a cause

One act of kindness multiplied

Beyond what anybody thought

 

You never know who's watching

You never know who's holding on

Sometimes all it takes is one voice

To help somebody carry on

You don't have to change the whole world

You just have to start with one

 

Three words

Be kind always

Two hands

Reaching out when somebody falls

One heart

Can change a life

One moment at a time

Three two one strong

Three two one strong

Three two one strong

 

If you see somebody standing alone

Pull up one more chair

If you see somebody losing hope

Let them know you're there

We rise by lifting others

That's how the change begins

And every time you choose kindness

Everybody wins

 

Three words

Be kind always

Two hands

Reaching out when somebody falls

One heart

Can change a life

One moment at a time

Three two one strong

Three two one strong

Three two one strong

 

Three words

Two hands

One heart

After Me

There is a question I see asked often in the Down syndrome community, especially among parents. What happens when I’m gone? Who will be there for my child when I can’t be anymore? I don’t have an answer to that question, and I’m not sure any parent really does. All we can do is love them, prepare them, surround them with good people, and do our best with the time we’re given.

 

But the more I thought about it, the more I realized this fear isn’t unique to Down syndrome. At some point, every parent has to accept that their child’s story will continue without them. They’ll make their own choices, build their own relationships, face struggles we can’t fix, and experience parts of life we may never get to see.

 

That’s what I love most about “After Me.” It began with a fear I recognized in the Down syndrome community, but became a song for any parent who has ever wondered who will love, support, and stand beside their child when they no longer can.

 

Maybe the best we can do is spend the time we have making sure the love we give them today continues through the people who will be there tomorrow.

You've still got that way about you

Finding joy in simple things

Turning ordinary moments

Into memories that sing

Every year you need me less now

Just a little day by day

Watching answered prayers unfold

As you find your own way

Every step you take reminds me

You were never mine to keep

 

Someday you'll chase tomorrow

Without my hand to hold

You'll write chapters I won't witness

Find a life that's all your own

If I've loved you well enough

You'll have everything you need

My greatest prayer

Is who's beside you

After me

 

You'll have mountains left to climb

Roads I'll never get to see

Lives you'll touch with quiet kindness

Just by being who you'll be

There'll be dreams you'll keep on chasing

Victories I'll never know

But I'll smile knowing you're still growing

Long after I let go

I can't choose the road before you

Only teach your heart to love

 

Someday you'll chase tomorrow

Without my hand to hold

You'll write chapters I won't witness

Find a life that's all your own

If I've loved you well enough

You'll have everything you need

My greatest prayer

Is who's beside you

After me

 

I can't walk every road beside you

Or catch you every time you fall

But I believe the love we've planted

Will outlive these four walls

When the days feel long and lonely

And life asks all you've got

I hope you feel the love we've given

Even when I'm not

 

Someday you'll chase tomorrow

With good people by your side

The kind who see the light within you

The way I have my whole life

If love keeps moving forward

Then a part of me still lives

In every heart

That loves you

After me

 

When you laugh

I'll be with you

When you love

I'll be with you

In every life you change

In every dream you chase

A little part of me

Lives on

After me

Maddi's Song

After writing an entire collection inspired by our journey with Maddi, I realized there was one song I still needed to write. Not a song about Down syndrome or about what our family had experienced, but something directly from me to my daughter.

“Maddi’s Song” is the conversation I hope we get to have someday. There are things she is too young to understand now, including how scared I was before she was born and how much becoming her father has changed me. Someday, I want her to know that story. But more than anything, I want her to know that none of the fears, questions, or challenges ever changed how I saw her or how deeply she was loved.

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Being her father has also taught me that loving her doesn't mean removing every obstacle from her path. It means believing in her enough to let her find her own way. She continues to exceed my expectations, meeting challenges with a determination that reminds me not to underestimate what she is capable of. My job isn't to decide what her limits will be, but to support her, encourage her, and make sure she always knows I am there when she needs me.

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Maybe years from now, when she understands these words in a way she can't today, she'll know exactly why I wrote them. The collection may have been inspired by our journey with Down syndrome, but through that journey we've come to know a community filled with individuals and families, each with their own story. By sharing a piece of ours, I hope others come away with a little more understanding of theirs, and that understanding brings a little more kindness into the world.

You won't remember that day, Maddi, you weren't even here,

When a phone call about you filled the room with so much fear.

Your mom and I just sat there, trying hard to understand,

How someone we hadn't met yet could change everything we'd planned.

They told us what it meant, and I could hear them loud and clear,

But understanding words is different when they're wrapped in fear.

I heard exactly what they said, just couldn't see it being true,

'Cause everything they talked about was now about you.

But you didn't need the answers, you just needed us around,

Little fingers wrapped around mine, sleeping safe and sleeping sound.

All those fears I'd carried with me weren't as heavy anymore,

Every day I got to know you showed me what I'd worried for.

 

So when you're older, Maddi,

And this life gets kinda tough,

If the world should ever tell you

That you're somehow not enough,

Come find me, I'll remind you

What I've known right from the start:

You never had to earn your place,

You've always had my heart.

 

There'll be things that come easy, there'll be things you'll have to fight,

Just keep at it, little girl, I know you'll get it right.

And I'll probably want to fix it, probably want to clear the way,

But loving you means knowing when to help and when to wait.

Someday you'll catch somebody staring, someday words might leave a bruise,

Someday you might ask me why some things are harder for you.

That's when I'll remind you what I've always known was true,

If God gave me the choice again, I wouldn't change a thing about you.

You might walk a different road, might take a little longer still,

But I've watched you keep on going with that stubborn little will.

The world might count your milestones, try to measure every day,

I'll count the smiles and lives you've touched along the way.

 

So when you're older, Maddi,

And this life gets kinda tough,

If the world should ever tell you

That you're somehow not enough,

Come find me, I'll remind you

What I've known right from the start:

You never had to earn your place,

You've always had my heart.

 

There's something I should tell you, maybe when you're old enough,

Your dad was scared back then, afraid I wouldn't be enough.

I wondered if I'd know just how to help you find your way,

Or how I'd ever protect you from the things I couldn't change.

I've watched you do so many things I once was scared you might not do,

Watched you fall and get back up like giving up ain't part of you.

Every little victory showed a little more of who you are,

And somehow every time I set the bar, you pushed it twice as far.

And I know we're just beginning, there's a lifetime still ahead,

So many things you'll prove yourself that nobody could've said.

I don't know where life will take you, what you'll dream or what you'll choose,

But after all I've seen so far, I'd never bet against you.

 

So when you're older, Maddi,

And I've grown older too,

When these hands aren't quite as steady

As they were when I held you,

Maybe you'll reach out and hold mine

Like I always did for you,

And I'll realize all these years,

You were carrying me too.

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